Impeccable Word

I have an impeccable word when it comes to my friends and family.  I've been thinking this morning do I have an impeccable word with myself.  I don't!   I say I'm going to do something for me and I never follow through.  Do I not deserve my impeccable word?  I DO!  So why don't I follow through?  I don't know.  This is something i'm going to have to work on during 2012.

It's time to be true to myself just as much as I am to my friends and family.  Maybe this is what they mean about always putting others first and not yourself.  I told myself for every holiday movie I watch I will do 10 mind of exercise while watching.  I've done that once.  I tell myself I'm going to lose this weight, but I don't.   I say I'm going to keep a clean house then I slack.  I don't keep my promises to myself.  Now how to learn to do this.  I deserve it!

How to do this?  First I need to sit down and write down what I want and then think about how i'm going to get there.  I know there will be times that life will vary and I will have to be flexible in getting to my goals.  I can do this!

I need to remember this.

Girls Jamming "death of the ghosts"

On some Thursday nights I take a class and the girls get daddy time.  When I got home from class this past Thursday night, the girls are really excited, daddy had recorded them playing and singing.  He pulled out his mics, he set up his program that records his music on the computer and the girls banged away on the guitar and sang.. (A) likes to make up lyrics and that is what she is doing this time. 


The first one is Chloe and Amber playing and singing together. The second is a recording of Chloe's guitar parts and then Amber recorded 2 seperate tracks of her vocals, then we played them all back at once for fun!!!  The Mash up.  
 enjoy.....

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Turning 40 next month

My goal before turning 40 was getting below 200 lbs.. This did not happen.  But other things have happened on my weight loss journey.  I have found who I am, for me this is an amazing feeling.  I have also gotten stronger.  I hired a trainer earlier this year and even though I didn't lose much weight.  I got stronger, my core got stronger.  I feel more confident.  I feel much free'er.  I can't really say I didn't reach my goal, because the things I did reach are so fantastic and I feel are steps I had to reach before reaching my goal.